You close your eyes. For one moment, for one split-second, you do not see a thing. You are blinded by the darkness, but you hope that when you open your eyes again, things will get better and your struggles will dissolve by themselves. But they don’t; they stay and they stay for long. When you actually open your eyes, a gush of nausea fills you, and your vision is blotched with red patches of sudden light
and you can do nothing more but simply weep.